Chapter 13 – Copy Cat Confrontation

Here I hover in the sky, in front of myself. No words, event the clone dares to say a word. We knew what to do, and if I thought he did to. I glared him in his eyes and flew towards eachother, fighting in the sky. Winds and thunderstorms was raging around us while we was smashing into each other as two shooting stars. Everything slowed down, when he poked me in my forehead. I was lying down somewhere, and I couldn’t move either. The roof was white, and I heard things beeping around me. A nurse appeared above me, looked at my face and looked around, then she left. I was hovering above a round glittering lake, and I saw the opportunity. I dived into the lake and he didn’t notice where I was. I tried to hold my breath, but I managed to stay in it for while before I grabbed him, and ascended up high. When I looked at him, his has face changed; He looked like Ryan. I descended and pushed him down into the lake, then landed on a safe spot.

Chapter 12 – The Mirror Forest

> Movements Disabled, Time Disabled, Feeling Disabled < >> Spirit Transfer….Complete << >>> Erasing Memory…Complete <<< >>>> Recreating Body…Cloning Complete. <<<<

I woke up middle of anywhere, but for some reason was I chained to the soft grass. Above me, huge trees were reaching after the sun. Something was moving slowly towards me, I heard the steps streaking the grass. It was a naked woman. She didn’t say anything, but she took off the chains, and let me go free. But when I really realized, I wasn’t chained from the beginning, and the naked woman was a naked man. Well, I was literally chained to the ground. He left, with a key several meters away from my hands. And I thought this was the end. I got the thing about this place! You have to think the reverse way. Then I shouted: Chain me harder!

The key moved by itself and unchained me, what a relief. I stood up, in front of an endless amount of trees reaching the skies. My body was dragged into the forest. Started to walk slowly, looking around. It was stunning; I’ve never seen such a view before. A strong gale came from nowhere, but I got a glimpse of a human silhouette almost flying. With that craving feeling to chase, I ran. Faster and faster, swiftly side to side, over and under. After a while I felt it was useless, saw a fallen tree looking like a ramp. I took off, and jumped. A big wave of light from above blinded me, when I suddenly noticed that I had wings.

I could almost see who I was facing, and I think it was a clone.He didn’t say a word, until I moved towards him. - Don’t move! - Try to stop me.

I flew a short distance and he pushed me away with his physical powers.

- Who are you? - I am you, almost you. He disappeared, and it became quiet for a while. Then he appeared behind me and whispered: - “ I am the superior clone of YOU!”

Chapter 11 – Random Thoughts

I woke up nearby the grave, and it was 3 am. The heavily vibrations from my mobile woke me up. I answered, and it was mum. She was worried and wondered where I was. She said that she come and pick me up at the gravegard. When I came home, I didn’t feel very well, but I still must get some sleep. Why did the throne room appear? It must mean something. After thinking of it, made me get a headache, I took several sleeping pills, and fell asleep.

Chapter 10 – Throne Room of Destiny

Steps echoing in an endless hallway Torches lit on the walls. Pitch dark six people around an altar, praying one shining bright, other five girls were engulfed in darkness; the extreme high ceiling was made of crystallized mirrors. Six pieces, one was removed by a holy light and five pieces was still remaining, because of the 5 dark girls. Started to walk, confronting the shining lady. Instant visions of five graves, a new girl and a deep forest passed in front of me, and then the girl stared into my eyes. Pushed away by her magical powers, onto the altar. The 6 people woke up from their eternal sleep and started to chain me on the altar. They chained me so hard that I couldn’t even move. The glass ceiling was smashed by their force into thousand and thousand pieces and they fell into my eyes and bled.

Chapter 9 – Funeral

After her disappearance I’ve been depressed, I still remember the last words she said:“Never think that you could save anyone by yourself, I hope that I see you someday”Wonder if it was destined that she’d die, or was it my fault?The coming week school had a ceremony for her, I didn’t go but I forced myself to go to her funeral. 7 pm, Ryan called me, but I wanted to go by myself. It all started at 8 pm, and the ceremony began. While burying her, I couldn’t stand it anymore. One fell, two fell and many fell. Everyone left at 10 pm, but I was still there. In the toilet, wiping my tears. When I took a step outside, I saw this diffuse light streaming from her gravestone, ran towards it. There, Zoe stood. - Nate. - Zoe. - I miss you baby… - *starts sobbing* I try to grab her, but instead she dodged me. - I just want a thing from you, as a memory… - I don’t have anything… - Check your left pocket… The thing in my pocket moved with an unknown force, and landed into my hand. A piece was separated, and it returned to my pocket. It was the Secret Onyx stone. - Give it to me. It moved from my hand to hers. - Thanks for everything Nate, I will never forgive you. A cold breeze touched my cheek. - Bye…… The stone was inserted in the gravestone.And a letter was left on the ground nearby the grave. And I took it.

Chapter 6-8 not written.

read the title. Keep reading if you want to know what happens next.

Chapter 5 – Tainted Love

Lying in my hospital bed, mom, Nate and my computer teacher visited me.No one else.Silence, can be good in a moment, but not all the time.In 3 weeks, I only ate, slept, thought and got visited.It was damn boring. Not even a visit from Zoe, not even a text message from Amy. I felt like left out. The last day, a letter came. It was sealed with a black pentagram.It stood: “When you get well, come to the big pond in the forest, by 23.00.” Love. Anonymous. Mom came that day, drove me back home, and I went sleeping. Same dream came up, but a little had changed. “Nate, I know it’s someone you like that send that letter.” “How you know?” “It’s obvious, things happened, things changes. Like it happened and changed” “I think it’s true.” “Of course it’s true, I’m always right. By the way, you can call me Eregonia.” “Oh, nice name. So, what’s going to happen today then?” “You have to go there, take the chance, and make the best of it.” “Thanks.” “No problem, but be ready, it isn’t something easy.I woke up; the clock was 22.45, dressed and slowly made my way down the stairs. Grabbed my jacket, instantly put on my shoes and left.Started walking, wind was blowing in my hood. It was cold. Darkness everywhere, the only light was from the bypassing cars. When I saw her standing there, my mind got stuck on something. I really don’t know what and why, but it just came by. I stood beside her. “It wasn’t meant to be like this. I’m so sorry. I planned it before it happened, and I thought that it wouldn’t be that serious like in your case.” Silence slowly grew after her sore voice. “Nate I love you…” “Do you? Why?” “This is destiny, accept it.” She said, with unnormally voice. The silence grew again. “I really love you Nate, I’ve just not said it. And like now, it became like shock, didn’t it?” “Yes it did, and I accept it, we’re a couple now.” I left her alone, this was hard for me to accept, but I don’t want to hurt her feelings. I just had to say yes. She was right, it’s destiny. I went home, and turned on the computer. I played some random online games. Later I went asleep on the keyboard.

Chapter 4 – Metaphorically and Literally Fail

“Click. Click……Welcome to Spiritseeker Version 2,12……Opening Application…… Directory: C:\spirit\data\SS.exeloading.....BGimage.bmpBGmusic.mp3 “Are you obsessed by a spirit?Y or N” “Nate: Y When did it contact you? “Nate: Yesterday, Night. Do you know who it is?Y or N Nate: N Please put your finger on the scanner. Scanning……Test Failed.Try againscanning…… Test Failed. You are not haunted by a spirit. Program closed. “Damn program, I’ll hope the spirit will leave me.” I ate my breakfast, and then went to school.The dusky forest, outflow of misty air teased me. Corrupted trees, weird shadows reaching out, to pull me into the shady place. Biking as fast I could, without knowing that she had left her home hundred miles from here I crashed into her, Amy.How to tell this is metaphorically and literally impossible, but I felt it, “love-at-first-sight”.Otherwise I heard: “Watch out where your biking!” (Silence) “Sorry, it wasn’t on purpose” *Amy taking a few steps backwards* “Whoa, aren’t you Nate Wilson??” “Yes I am, and you are Amy?” “Didn’t you notice?” “Umm, yeah. But I have to go to school, I think I’m late by now.” “Bye, sweetie” Mounted my bike, and continued moving towards school. Met Ryan, and the other mates at school, our first lesson was Computer class. After taking a step into the computer classroom, the spirit called me again. “Nate, listen. Especially today, you have to be one step before Ryan all the time, you will surely regret your actions if you don’t listen.” “Sure” I said, suddenly Zoe nudged me and replied: “Sure what?” “Forget it”We had the boring Excel exercises to do, but as usual no one did that.I noticed unexpected eye contact between Amy and Ryan.I didn’t care, but it really was pissing me off.I have to be one step before him, but how?I rolled my chair next to Zoe, and helped her with some of the exercises, and I helped her with all of them.Class went off and Ryan came towards me, chit-chatting about online games.Suddenly, I felt an outer force from the crowd of people that pushed me, and I fell. Movement beyond humanity turned around and saw Zoe’s face in front of me. In a millisecond, Zoe opened her mouth to say something, got interrupted by me falling mouth against mouth. I landed safely with a small erection. The last word before I fainted was: Turtledoves lying on the ground! Woho, way to go Nate! I woke up, 3 hours later in the hospital, with a quite serious skull fracture.Big crack on the other side of the forehead. I didn’t know where the nurses were driving me. The last thing I saw was a sleeping-gasmask.“-Nate, you were two steps before Ryan, but not one, it’s why you gotten this injury.”I was dreaming, seeing an unknown material in front of me. And I was able to open my mouth and talk. “What are they doing with me at the moment?” “-Doing a surgery, use your brain, mortal being.” “Can you tell me who you are? And why you contact me like this?” “-I’m sorry, I can’t. You will notice later.”I felt a small breeze of air on my body. “- Hold my hand, Nate” “Why?” “-Just do it, incompetent bastard.” *quiet whispers* "Do you feel anything?” “Nope“ "You are so useless!! *sobs*” After that, I wake up.

Chapter 3 – The Distant Voice

Urban envroirments, standing in the rain, alone. The world is crashing down, and people walking around. Grayscale world, concrete wings on butterflies, eyes made of crystal glass. Emotionless faces illuminates in front of me, raindrops that not exists make my skin wet. Silence and sorrow surrounding me, a feeling of being captured on a picture is itching me.Suddenly I heard some voices. " I thought it was a place much farther than that, like some sort of dream tale." " Here I stood, not letting even the smallest light escape, to get a little closer to you..." " Even if I was to lose this life, I will protect you!" " The courage deep in my heart to shred the darkness, these wight wings which tear your doubts." " Don't you ever think again you can do everything on your own!" " If it was about to come to a stop, it was because I had locked this smile deep in my heart." " I don't want to be the only one protected! I also want to protect you!" Five unknown people standing in front of me, holding 5 stones in their hands, shining in 5 different colors.The light got brighter and brighter, and I woke up. One stone was lying on the carpet, below my bed, it was black, like an onyx-stone. Grabbed it and put it into my drawer, so nobody notices that I have it. Luckily the day went fast and school ended, went out with Zoe, just walking around in central city. Amy called me several times, about when we'll met and where. Amy is my dream girl, 16 years, tall as I am, Black wavy hair with red tops and listening to the same music as I do. I don't know much about her because I’ve not met her yet.We went shopping, (yes, boys do it too. but it sounds a bit girlish.) and I bought a t-shirt, a pair of shoes and a gift for my sister. Her birthday is tomorrow. Then Zoe's mother called her, and she had to go home.When she left me the sky opened, the stars shining bright, rain poured down from the sky. Standing alone again, the sunlight turned into moonlight.I looked behind me, I saw that I had wings, and I took a giant leap into the sky. It felt as it was real. I touched the sky. I flew so high so I saw the whole city, landed on a high cliff. Then I saw the blue sky from a very low perspective, and then I understood that I was dreaming as usual. ( I am such a dreamer ._.)But one thing was true, she was going home, I and went home too.Came home, and turned the computer on. Noticed that people had commented on my pictures, on the take-pictures-upload-on-the-internet-then-people-writes-comment-site, yeah, u know where. Checked them, and checked some other random sites. I turned off the computer. “What’s your problem? Nate, you have to realize that this isn’t real. Your dream a lot and you don’t know that it will affect your future.” I heard the distant voice and continued to listen to it. “Nate, listen, I’m trying to help you. Your destiny is in my hands, but not your decisions. If you really want to contact me, you can’t. Humans cannot speak to spirits, only if they have the gift. I’ll contact you when I want to, and when it fits in” Later that night, I couldn’t sleep. Because of that strange voice from a distant world contacted me. Why did it talk to me? Who is is? The last thing I heard was a echo in my ear.

Chapter 2 – Metatelekinesis

I woke up at a beach, all alone, and all colors were inverted. It was night, and the moon shined on the clear water, I stood up, walked and walked forwards. It seemed that the beach never ended. Then I saw a tunnel. A person stood and waved at me. I ran as fast I could to reach her, but it was impossible. Then I heard a voice, it said: Nate, come to me, please don't leave me alone. And I answered: I will come, but I can't. All colors went back to normal and I felt the wind against my face, I ran faster and faster. I touched her but, she disappeared instantly. A light-flash blinded me, and woke up on the beach again. The light streamed into my body, and she only stood there. Without any reaction she ran at an unbelievly speed, through my existence-barrier and smashed it in million pieces, and my soul was dragged from my body by her stunning speed. I woke up, cold air streamed into my body and I couldn't move, I tried but an unknown force pushed me further down into my bed. Relaxed and was released from the entangled feeling. Dressed, ate breakfast then went to school with Ryan. Our first lesson was Swedish, some sort of boring. I took a step into the classroom, I saw a girl. The time froze again, and she whispered gently: Nate, come to me, I don't want to sit alone. I didn't answer, but I was moving towards her, and then sat next to her. I felt that I’ve met her at another time of space. Then it hit me, it was the girl in my dream. By the way, her name is Zoe, short black hair, with some white extensions, sophisticated makeup and deep dark eyes. A little shy and an optimist. She saw at me, and I looked at her, but after 3 seconds I turned away my head. We started to talk; she said that she met a guy, in her dream. Then I realized that it really was Zoe in my dream. Suddenly taking my hand, without any reaction, she held it.And I thought: (whoa, not so fast!!!), but she was reading my memories, and understood that I needed some positive support. Our teacher kicked us out from the class because we're disturbing all other students. We didn't care about the teacher, and continued talking to each other. My mobile started to vibrate; I got a text-message from Carissa: " Hello Nate, I hope you're not frustrated of what I did to you, because I have some disadvantages like you did against me, giving an expensive gift without any purpose. I'll hope you answer, Love you, Carissa." I didn't answer because I don't want to hear anything from her anymore, and otherwise I didn't have any money on my cell phone. Then the whole class rushed out of the classroom, started walking to get our books for the next lesson, Chemistry. We only had 10 minutes to grab our stuff and go to Sector 5 (our school is kind of big).After a very exhausting transportation we made it in time, and mostly of our classmates got sweaty, including me. As usual the lesson was easy, just use your brain and remember what the past lesson was about, then raise your hand (and never put it down). The lesson ended, and my hand was tired to be up in the air all the time. I came home, and turned on the computer; I heard the door opening and realized that it was my old man. The hell broke apart.Tried to escape but he was standing in my way. " Where are u going?" " Not your business" "Go up to your room,...NOW!" "Yeah sure, otherwise you have to lift me." " LISTEN TO ME, OR I WILL..." "Will what? You dare not to beat me up" The last words echoed in the hall room, when I heard that mum came. I ran up the stairs and looked outside, everything was grey. The clouds was moving faster and faster, a few skyscrapers grew and raised up from the ground, more people walking on the street, our house started to shake and I felt my feet raising up in the air. I was standing outside, on the highest elevation on earth.

Chapter 1 – The Beginning

Damn, another day in school. My first lesson is at 9:40, and I woke up at 7 o clock. (Such an idiot) I tried to sleep again but it was hopeless, I was thinking about someone, Carissa. You are mine, forever and ever.I love your hair and your eyes...and... (Fell down from the bed). The time passed and I got dressed, and I started to eat breakfast, the usual Cornflakes with bananas. After that I noticed that I’m late to school. Grabbed my bag, and ran away in super-speed. I met my cousin Ryan, with the usual smile and usual things that happens to him. As example, biking in a lamppost. Math, not really my subject, but I have to get good grades anyway. We have a very annoying teacher, Margret. About 30, but acts like a 20-year old, and face made of make-up. I hate this equations, x minus bla bla bla. (Ignoring the teacher). She noticed that I was ignoring her badly so she walked towards me and shouted my name. Nate!! Wake up!This is the upper secondary school not pre-school.So, now you know my name. My name is Nate Wilson, black short haired guy, some sort of shy but at the same time very outgoing. (As you see I’m a very weird person) I've never had a girlfriend, but only through internet. I'm very addicted to my beloved computer, imp playing online games all my free time and chatting through MSN messenger. And the only place I get friends is on an internet-site. Where you upload pictures on yourself and your friends, and other people give their comments. As I said, I am a very weird person. I started to listen to Margret, when she was writing on the whiteboard. After a few seconds I fell asleep. Shawn waked me up, because and his hardcore writing. Then, this is my cousin Ryan Johnson. Long black hair, not so long, but longer than me. He is a Trance freak, 99% of his music listening goes to trance, the rest to other music. Very outgoing, sometimes I feel ashamed for him. He also explains the mostly of the difficult words with sound effects. Otherwise He plays online-games as I do. The math class is over and it is a long free period until we have chemistry. I'm biking to town to buy something, for Carissa. My beloved lady... (Dreaming).I went to the jewelers, and I bought a gold-necklace for 500 kronor, and I went back to school as fast I could. After the very interesting chemistry lesson, I called Carissa and said that we'll meet at a certain place. I went slowly to the place where we'll meet. Then, I felt for one second that time stood still. I couldn’t move, nor even think. I just saw a beauty walk past the main street when I was totally paralyzed. Short blonde hair, with shining eyes and perfect curves. Walking as a model towards me, the paralysis has disappeared. I was moving towards her. I felt her aura, clear and dense. She had a liquid aura, shining red and blue. As her eyes looked into mine I saw something. She had a sorrowful and painful past and couldn’t forget it and leave it behind her. And another thing was also wrong. I couldn’t see or hear it, just sense it. Like bad vibrations. She touched me, and suddenly a shock-wave, and I was an emotional shock-wave. All feelings just disappeared in less than a nano-second, and new came continuously. First fear, sorrow, happiness, sadness and love. Then all colors disappeared, a giant cloud above us, rising slowly over our heads. The heavy wind makes pushes us against each other and we close our eyes.... And everything gets unexpectedly back to normal. She takes my hand gently and we walk down the road. I said that she should close her eyes, and she said: "I can't do that." I took her hand and took the necklace from my left pocket and gave it to her. She said: I can't take this, this isn’t mine. I felt the suppression, and I couldn’t talk to her anymore. "Give the necklace to someone you really love" Quietly I said okay and ran away with tears in my eyes...... I ran home as fast I could, and all materia surrounding me was changing forms. I couldn't even see where I was running, but I ran the right path home.I felt an abnormal feeling from inside; my head was beating, unknown souls digged into my body. I came home safely, but everything was like a mirror, twisted and turned up-side-down. I fell on my knees and started to cry,I didn't know what to do. 200 miles away, an unknown person was coming to my city. She was moving from another city to live in my city. And she though, we’ll meet soon.

Prologue

After a whole day of school, homework and arguing with my parents I lock myself into the bathroom. Brushing my teeth, (even that don't have any) and watching myself in the mirror, thinking * who am I? Why do I live now and here? Why should I care about myself? I watched myself in about 3 seconds before punched the mirror, pieces moving slowly towards my face, and I saw visions of a dark forest. A man stood there, walking. The wind blew his coat away. He started to run, and he collided with the barrier of the piece if mirror. Blood After some thinking I open up the bathroom door and walk straight into my room, and suddenly I saw something happen outside. I thought that I was insane, but I felt some aura around the atmosphere, like the world was changing states of matters. My oxygen in my lungs was subliminated into solid air, feeling the cold matter freeze my body into a giant ice cube, suddenly the oxygen melted and transformed into liquid. Coughing up water from nowhere, I felt dizzy. Then I fainted.

Chapters as posts.

Hey everyone! I thought about making a blog for my book, De-Materialized Within and probably the other books in the trilogy. I will post the chapters from now on, so read and comment them!